2009.

Its the 31st already.
Somehow I don't know if I'm ready to let go of 2009.
2009 was, well, a helluva ride.
Smiles, tears, loneliness, laughter, bliss, frowns, broken hearts, bad results, (never forgetting) My awesome girlfs/friends/LPs. And I met people that wont be easily forgotten.
But 2009 taught me a lot. I learnt:

1. Not everyone means what they say.
2. The unexpected is always what comes.
3. You can't get everything you want.
4. Nothing will ever be perfect. Ever.

And so many more that cannot be expressed here.
2009 also taught me to grow up, and bad/good times, its all how you make them.

&The change I wanted in 2009.
Well so many changes I got. It was kinda scary.
Like my really close friends before, its like I can't talk to them anymore.
And I know I've changed. Not sure for the good or worse. (And also exterior haha)

But then again, frankly speaking, I;m kinda glad 2009's ending in less than 12 hours.
It was a kinda bad year, I guess.
So many ups and downs. So many broken promises, hearts. So many times you'd feel like the world's just giving up on you.

But in any way, thank you all for 2009. (Almost) Good. It'll be unforgettable.

So 2010, please be good.
I'm going to be nice to everyone. Going to study ttm. And I'm going to stick to my resolutions.
And I want a change, a good one please. am so sick of bad changes already.
I'm gonna make you good, my 2010. :)